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Little Good Omens fan-fiction for everybody's pleasure. If you didn't see the series, I just can tell you to see it right now, and it's the same for the book, I just can tell you to read it fastly !
All the characters belongs to Terry Pratchett (Rest In peace), and to Neil Gaïman. The story, as for it, is from my strange b
All the characters belongs to Terry Pratchett (Rest In peace), and to Neil Gaïman. The story, as for it, is from my strange
"Angel, what's Happening?
-Nothing my dear, why?
-Hmm, I don't know, you seem sad, you didn't touch your plate, and you just listen the half of what I am saying.
-But, I hear all what you said!
-Yes? So what has I just said before I interrupt what about you were thinking?
-You don't trust me? All right... You just said that you were happy to stay alive on earth after Almost-Armageddon, and you said that we have some luck because for now, our respective boss let us alone.
-Hmm, well, yes, sorry for the doubt."
Crowley would never have contradicted Aziraphale, for two reasons: first, contradict the angel when he is sad and preoccupied is not his most important priority and secondly, he just can't repeat what he just said because it was an embarrassing thing for him, and for nothing on earth he will say that again, or maybe yes, if Aziraphale told him the same thing before. He had sayed:
"Angel, I can't hide you this more. I just need to tell you that I love you, I can't live without you, you are perfect and I think that if in the future you disapeare, I will die of a love grief. Angel, I need you to understand that you are the reason why I am alive. It was all I want to tell you, I love you and it's all."
When he said that, he says to himself that it was just in order to be sure if Aziraphale was listening or not, and if Aziraphale had finally listened, he thunks that it will be sayed, and they could move on. But the angel doesn't listen to him at all... He has other things in his mind. Well, it wasn't other things but just ONE other thing: Crowley.
Aziraphale don't know what he can do about his feelings for the Crowley. Of course, he loves the demon, but he thinks that be in love with a demon when we are an angel isn't a good thing. Aziraphale was asking himself a lot of questions, and more questions he asks, more he thinks about other questions. And for an angel, it's not good to ask question, Aziraphale know that, but he just can't stop all the questions he has in his head.
Crowley try another discussion because he loves discuss with the angel. And again, Aziraphale doesn't hear what Crowley said and Crowley try again and again, until then he say:
"Hey! Angel! Listen to me!"
Aziraphale finally turn his head and look at Crowley's eyes trough his sunglasses.
"Sorry, what did you say?
-I said, do you want to go home?
-Yes, it's a good idea..."
They walk together from the Ritz to the library, Aziraphale still ask questions to himself, and Crowley just say nothing, he was thinking about what he said to the angel that the angel didn't hear. Because everything he said was true, and he was afraid of those feelings, normally, demon can't feel love, but he was sure, he really, really love the angel, he is HIS angel!
When they arrive to the bookshop, Aziraphale went inside without only one word, like he wanted Crowley to go away, but Crowley follows him, he wanted an explanation.
"Angel?
-Oh, you follow me?
-of course angel, I need to talk to you.
-Oh... Okay, do you have any problem?
No, I mean, it's about you, today I saw that you weren't happy, and I think that if I can do something to make you happy again, tell me and I will do it.
-Crowley, I'm okay, don't worry about me, seriously, I'm fine."Crowley sit down sadly in the old sofa.
"Angel, why are you lying to me? I see when you are not fine, I know you Aziraphale, if you don't want to explain me, it's nothing, but please, don't say that you are fine when you aren't."
Aziraphale look at the floor, but don't answer anything. Crowley stands up and go towards the exit door. Just before he takes the handle, the angel go behind him and takes his hand to keep him from living. Crowley turn over and stay in front of Aziraphale. None of them say a word; they just look at the other. After few instants, Aziraphale diverted his look and finally say:
"Sorry... You are right, it's not anything, It's just that I am...
-You aren't obliged to say it you know?
-I know, but you have to know it, it's important for me. I think that you see that those last few days, I wasn't really in a good mood. It's because... well... I... It's hard to say... I..."
Aziraphale stop his sentence; he didn't let go Crowley's hand, and he turn his head next to Crowley's head and kiss him quickly before turning again his head on one side.
"Sorry, it was more simple to explain this like that, say it was too hard for me." The angel let go Crowley's hand and began to turn over, thinking that Crowley will go away from the library and never come back. But Crowley catch again Aziraphale hand before he entirely turn over. He takes the angel chin to have his face in front of him. Crowley moves slowly his head toward Aziraphale's head. The angel was surprised by what Crowley was doing, but he finally closes his eyes, because even he was thinking that the demon was making him a bad joke, he wanted to take pleasure of this moment.
Just before the kiss happened, Crowley said just one thing: "I love you too angel" and he stops the angel who wanted to answer him with a long and passionate kiss.
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