The words I want to send you
Dear T,
I'm Milia, and I'm 15 years old. Two years ago, you saved my life.
I was broken for stupid reasons and I start to push everyone away. I have no regret, because that made me meet you. One video, one smile and my world gets colored again. I slowly fall for your eyes, your smile, your kindness. I shine again. I eject toxic people out of my life and make new and better friends.
I discover friend's love, shifting, self-developement. So thank you. For everything you did. Even if you don't know me, thank you. You are really important for me, for my life.
Maybe you're broken too, somewhere in your soul. But I love broken people and, until I die, I will love you, support you, will be proud of you. You're always here for people that need you. You are Someone, with a big S. I can see this flame in your eyes, symbol of your lovely heart.
And, I want to ask you something. I write a book and I have a character inspired by you. Physically and mentaly. It's a fantasy world and he's a human, a warrior. But he still wants to help everyone. He smiles through the pain. His surname is Alive, because it's like Hope for me. But I need a name. So, if you have an idea... Just tell me. It will means something really important for me.
I know you are probably busey so if you can't, I will understand...
I hope we'll meet one day, even if I am French. Because there are words I can't write, they can only be told.
Thank you for taking time to read my letter.
Thank you for having saved my life.
Thank you for existing.
Thank you.
With all my love,
Milia.
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